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goodbye 2011

2012-01-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

*twitter's down again.. i cant tweet ugh!!!!!!! so here i am! spoiler siol that twitter zz

so finally. it's the end of the year.. f i n a l l y.
2011.. was so horrible i can't even. prolly the worst year ever.

so tired mentally, physically, emotionally......................... tsk like a weakling.
not looking fwd to 2012 cuz i'm sure it's gonna be much worse than 2011.

i need the end of the world to come now.
sigh k bye the noise making my head go crazy but whtevs time for more good food n drinks wheeeeee

oh and.. haaaapppppy new year to you reading this!!!!!!! :-)

*not gonna blog here anymore. new year, new blog right? lol

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happy birthday jesus!

2011-12-25T03:53:00.001+08:00

thank you.. for everything :')

edit: had one of the worst christmas ever.... but thank god for my best friend, who came over alone late at night to surprise me with a rly sweet gift :)

salvation

2011-12-10T07:26:00.002+08:00

yay just heard a good news.. gmh :-)

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me! 2 days to the start of mst! not even half prepared + extremely exhausted but I'm giving my all! I know with you, I can do it!!!!! :-)

thank you jesus. oh and 15 more days to your birthday!!!!!!!! hehe

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more than just memories

2011-12-06T01:26:00.004+08:00

if you're reading this.. thank you. :')

pass: the most painful date (ddmmyyyy)

I wish you knew

2011-12-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

I just wish you knew
How much I still love you

And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby
(How I love you, how I love you)

Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in

I still love you

I promise never to make promises

2011-11-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Do you remember the promises you made?

Do you remember the things you said?

Do you remember the things you used to do?

Do you remember... me?

need to stop feeding on the past

2011-11-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

why?

＂拜託不要現在告訴我　請讓我　繼續喜歡你。＂

2011-11-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

i cannot explain how real this movie is.
can't see my baby's acting in this trailer but i'm soooooooooo proud of him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

你好吗？

2011-11-06T22:58:00.005+08:00

我努力假裝現在過得很好現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空還牽著你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年悄悄到你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞

陪你的是誰呢?

Pain

2011-11-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

“Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.” - Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy)

cambridge by kina grannis

2011-10-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

‘Cause I’m starting to wear thin, find it harder to forgive
Every time you let us slip down your list of priorities

I’m waiting for you to finally say you’re here and here to stay
But darling, if you know that it’s through
You can’t keep doing what you do
If it’s time to let go of you

broken bad fat

2011-10-13T14:05:00.000+08:00

ok can

cue the waterworks

2011-10-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

too painful to say anything

broken beyond repair

history repeating itself

2011-10-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

sub·sti·tute [ˈsʌbstɪˌtjuːt]
n.
1. One that takes the place of another; a replacement
2. Grammar A word or construction used in place of another word, phrase, or clause.
v. sub·sti·tut·ed, sub·sti·tut·ing, sub·sti·tutes
v.tr.
1. To put or use (a person or thing) in place of another
2. Chemistry To replace (one or more elements or radicals in a compound) by other elements or radicals.
v.intr.
To take the place of another.

- thefreedictionary.com

they say love is blind

2011-10-11T08:34:00.000+08:00

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

shattered by trading yesterday

2011-10-10T05:50:00.000+08:00

"You wake up and you don't know where you are, what time it is, how long you've been out, what happened to you last,and everything is different. the people you love are gone or changed, the things you could rely on are erased, the world you knew not only does not exist, but didn't seem to really ever exist. You just woke up from a dream to find that everything until now was the dream. Think Sydney Bristow at the end of season two of Alias waking up in Hong Kong, think the beginning of the Flight of the Navigator, think Adam and Eve morning one out of the garden. This song is not about the journey home, but it is about fixing your eyes to home. It is about standing up and taking the first step." — David Hodges

lie lying lied

2011-10-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO FIND SOMEBODY TO TRUST

maybe it's just me. yeah i guess it's just me..
i just want to run away...............................

p/s: i swear i thought you were different, turns out you're the same as everyone else............. and that hurts.

mixed emotions

2011-09-20T11:37:00.005+08:00

happy sad sad sad sad angry angry angry jealous worried worried worried worried irritated don't gv a damn anymore

just logged in to tp's student portal to check my results when it was released like four days ago? lol I did ok i guess.. not bad, better than what I expected.. but still not good enough. hv to work much harder next sem.. all glory to god!!!
--
just received a call from x and found out something omg so happy but so sad.. need to stop feeling so much srsly

once upon a time

2011-09-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

i was happy

Hold on to that. Never let that go.

2011-09-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I’m holding you closer than most ‘cause you are my heaven

tvd s3 premiere was a blast and i love stefan so much you're gonna be ok stefbby i know you will :')

10 things I hate about you

2011-09-06T16:10:00.001+08:00

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes my rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you

not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

pottermore

2011-08-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg hyperventilating now ive received my pottermore welcome email!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant explain how happy and excited i am right now... ok bye who cares abt exams lol gotta pack my stuff and go to the wizarding world now hehehehehehehehe

/edited 5.22AM: i've got everything i need for hogwarts but i decided to wait till sept 1 to board the Hogwarts Express since term starts on the first hahahaha don't laugh at me ok being on the hogwarts express is my childhood dream ok this is the closest i'll ever get to being on ittttt :')

2011-08-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored stu(dying)

maybe because it hurts?

2011-08-21T03:49:00.004+08:00

a week left to my final exams for this sem and ive yet to start on my revision pssssh gpa gonna drop like mad because of mbs (a stupid IT core module) which imma get a C fosure ugh. anyways, sch's out for sem 2.1!!!! hehe thank god for everything! :-)

feels like just yesterday we were the same

2011-08-06T01:34:00.011+08:00

"The most unfortunate fact about a relationship that doesn't work out, is the inevitable path both parties are on to become strangers. Many relationships follow a general path, through a set of different stages, one that brings two strangers together, takes them through a period of deep emotions and meaningful experiences, then returns them to where they began."- Wong Fu Productions

"you're my sunshine, my only sunshine"

only one

2011-07-28T05:30:00.000+08:00

i feel so broken up
and i give up
just want to tell you so you know

the end of an era

2011-07-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

went to catch the final movie with my sisters and cousins; the people whom i watched the first ever movie with.

I was crying throughout the whole movie, i can't even..

i cant even type properly now the tears keep coming... no this is too much. i finally understood what a dementor's kiss must feel like.. tumblr seems keen on killing me as well.

goodbye my childhood.

:')

Rockettes, Rockstars and Rockbottom

2011-07-12T01:57:00.000+08:00

“There comes a point where you can’t make any more excuses for yourself and you know, in the deepest part of your soul, that you are not okay. It is a hard place to get to because it is so easy, when you’re used to faking it, to lie, even to yourself. I convinced myself over and over that I was fine but time and time again, my actions disproved this. Telling lies to other people is unfair and cruel. Telling lies to yourself and believing them, is borderline psychotic.”

feeling down for no rhyme or reason i no like + two days to hp7p2 i don't know what i'm feeling

"Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home."

2011-07-08T14:36:00.002+08:00

watched the harry potter and the deathly hallows uk premiere last night.. the final world premiere. i just can't contain my tears. 10 years, 7 books, 8 movies.. fantastic cast.. nearly everyone was there. the big seven (daniel, emma, rupert - the golden trio; tom, matt, evanna, bonnie) and the queen herself, jo rowling.. i can't explain how much i love them.

i know it's just a book but harry potter has been my life, my childhood. i've learnt so much from the books; love, faith, trust, friendship, family, determination.. everything really.

thank you jkr, for everything. thank you for creating this marvelous wizarding world, thank you for making me believe in magic :')

can't believe it's gonna end... brb crying

p/s: rupert and emma.. it's love i see true love!!! hehe

Jodi Picoult

2011-06-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them."

2011-06-27T16:39:00.004+08:00

trying so hard
to forget, to ignore
too painful too painful

lies.. all the damned lies

harry potter

2011-06-22T04:49:00.001+08:00

my childhood

2011-06-20T06:32:00.003+08:00

谈钱伤感情

happy father's day

2011-06-19T05:47:00.003+08:00

don't ask me why i'm back blogging again.. i'm just bored.

dedicating my first post to the man that will love me foreverrrrrrrrr hehe:
hi daddy, i doubt you will ever read this and i hope you will never read this haha. i just wanna say thank you for slogging your life away to make ends meet for this family.. wait a few more years ok? jie and me will earn big bucks and you can retire and enjoy your life hehe. happy father's day! :-) nope not gonna say the L word hahahahaha p/s: you're really irritating sometimes......... #loljustsayin

oh and thank you daddy god, for always being there.. even if i turn away from you countless times.. #guilty #stupidfool